I AM A MESSENGER OF GOD CALLED BY HIM TO BE POLISHED AS HIS PRESENTATION TO THE WORLD TO SPREAD THE GOSPEL TO THE WORLD TEACHING THE WORD WITH EDIFICATION . GOD'S ANOINTED ME FOR THE CALL BEFORE I WAS FORMED. SINCE THEN I HAVE BEEN CALLED, CHOSEN, ANOINTED' AND MOLDED AND NOW I HAVE BEEN APPOINTED TO SPREAD THE GOSPEL..
WHILE WORKING DILIGENTLY IN MY STUDIES THROUGH THE LORDS HAND PICKED MENTORS, HE HAS DIRECTED EVERY PART OF MY STUDIES EVEN TO WHO HE ALLOWED TO TEACH ME, AND I THANK HIM FOR THAT, IN MY PERSONAL WALK WITH GOD AND HIS DIRECT LEADERSHIP AND INTENSE GUIDANCE AND BUFFING AND POLISHING AND FINALLY PLACING HIS WORDS IN MY SPIRIT FOR PRESENTATION TO WORLD ON HIS BEHALF.
I AM HERE AND I AM HIS SCHOLAR. I THANK GOD FOR THAT, BECAUSE UNLIKE MANY I NEVER WANTED ANY CALLS, I JUST WANTED TO DO THE THINGS NECESSARY TO GET TO HEAVEN, MINIMAL, GO TO CHURCH, SINGING IN THE CHOIR ETC. AT THAT, BUT GOD.
IN JANUARY OF 1999 WHILE LIVING LIFE IN THE WORLD AND BEING SUCCESSFUL AT IT I MIGHT ADD, I WAS A MONEY MAGNET IN THE BUSINESS WORLD AND A PRODUCTIVE TOOL IN MAINSTREAM CORPORATE AMERICA AND PRETTY MUCH RUNNING MY OWN LIFE AND GETTING RICH DOING IT, BUT GOD.
GOD CAME INTO MY LIFE AND SAID IT WAS TIME TO DO IT HIS WAY, I OF COURSE NOT A WILLING CANDIDATE BECAUSE I THOUGHT I WAS ALREADY DOING MY ALL IN MY CHRISTIAN WALK. I PAID MY TITHES, GAVE EXCESSIVE AMOUNTS FOR OFFERINGS, MADE CHOIR REHEARSAL AND WAS AT CHURCH ON TIME TO DELIVER MY ALL IN THE MUSIC MINISTRY I THOUGHT HE CALLED ME TO.
SO WHEN HE SAID THERE WAS A CALL, I SAID WELL LORD I THINK I WILL PASS ON THAT, BECAUSE I AM ALREADY STRETCHED TO THE LIMIT WITH ALL THE THINGS I DO AND I WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO GIVE MY ALL TO FULL TIME MINISTRY, SO IF IT IS ALRIGHT I WILL PASS THAT TO SOMEONE WHO IS WILLING TO GIVE UP THE TIME IT TOOK TO BE PREPARED AND GO TO SCHOOL AND ETC, ALL THE THINGS I THOUGHT WAS REQUIRED TO BECOME THAT ACTIVE IN FULL TIME MINISTRY...
SEE AS I SAID I WAS STILL BLINDED BY THE FACT THAT CHURCH JUST MEANT GOING THERE AND PUTTING IN SOME TIME THERE AND THAT WAS ALL I NEEDED TO DO TO GET TO HEAVEN. THE LORD DOES HAVE MERCY ON FOOLS, WHEN I LOOK BACK, AND SEE HOW SILLY I WAS I JUST LAUGH AND THANK GOD FOR FORGIVING ME OF MY IGNORANCE.
HE LET ME THINK THAT WAS FINE FOR A FEW DAYS, UNTIL HE KNOCKED ME ON MY BACK AND CAUSED ME TO HAVE TO HAVE SURGERY ON BOTH FEET AT THE SAME TIME LEAVING ME BEDRIDDEN FOR SEVERAL WEEKS, FOR IF HE HAD GIVEN ME ONE LEG TO WALK WITH I COULD MANEUVER TO DO MY JOB, MY BOSS WOULD'VE MOVED MY OFFICE HOME FOR ME TO WORK, BECAUSE AT THAT TIME EVERYTHING I TOUCHED TURNED TO GOLD, BUT GOD KNEW THAT IF HE LAID ME UP IN THE BED, I WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO DO ANYTHING BUT LISTEN TO HIM AND LEARN.
TODAY I THANK GOD BECAUSE THAT’S EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED. HE HAD TAPES AND CDS AND BIBLES AND EVERYTHING I NEEDED TO COME TO MY HOUSE. HE HAD TO START ME FROM THE VERY BEGINNING, HE HAD TO GROW ME FROM A BABE ALL OVER AGAIN, AND HE HAD TO CLEANSE ME FROM ALL THE THINGS I'D LEARN WHILE IN PHARAOH'S HOUSE. HE HAD TO TAKE ME TO THE DESERT MEANING HE HAD TO STRIP ME OF ALL THE THINGS I HAD LEARNED TO DO IN THE NATURAL.
HE HAD TO STRIP ME OF MY WORLDLY SURVIVAL SKILLS. HE HAD TO STRIP ME OF MY MIDAS TOUCH. HE HAD TO DISCONNECT ME FROM EVERYTHING THAT I HAD LEARNED TO DO WITHOUT HIM, EVERYTHING THAT I THOUGHT WAS LIVING. HE HAD TO COMPLETELY STRIP ME OF THE VERY SAME SURVIVAL TACTICS HE HE TAUGHT ME TO SURVIVE BECAUSE I WAS LOSING EVERYTHING AND I WAS STILL FIGHTING TO KEEP IT ALL, AND EVERYTIME HE TOOK SOMETHING I WAS GOING OUT AND GETTING IT BACK, BY ANY MEANS NECESSARY. HE HAD TO CLEANSE ME OF ALL UNRIGHTEOUSNESS, AND HE DID.
HE CHANGED MY NAME, HE TAUGHT ME FROM THE BEGINNING AND EVERYTIME I GOT TO ANOTHER LEVEL THERE WERE NEW RESOURCES FOR CONTINUATION OF MY TEACHINGS. HALLELUJAH, HE PRUNED ME AND GROOMED ME. WHEN ONE TEACHER AND MENTOR HAD REACHED THEIR PEAK AND WAS NO MORE A TEACHING TOOL FOR MY CALL, I WATCHED HIM MOVE THEM OUT AND MOVE ANOTHER ONE IN WITH SUCH A SMOOTH TRANSITION, I COULDN'T EVEN BELIEVE WHAT WAS HAPPENING.
SOMETIMES HE GAVE ME TWO OR THREE MENTORS AT A TIME, BECAUSE BY NOW I WAS WILLING AND EAGER TO LEARN ALL NEEDED TO BRING HIS HANDY CRAFTMANSHIP TO COMPLETION.
HE IS STILL WORKING ON ME EVERYDAY BUT IF YOU ONLY KNEW WHERE I HAD TO COME FROM YOU WOULD KNOW THAT THE LATTER IS BETTER THAN THE BEGINNING. HE GAVE ME GIFTS OF DREAMS AND VISIONS AND BAPTISED ME IN HIS SPIRIT WITH FIRE AND GAVE ME POWER AND AUTHORITY TO PUBLISH HIS WORDS, TEACH HIS PEOPLE, TO MINISTER TO THE BROKEN IN HEART AND SPIRIT,AND TO HELP PEOPLE, HELP THEM SEEK SALVATION AND WHEN I THOUGHT THAT WAS THE CALL AND GOT CONTENTED IN DOING WHAT HE SAID, HE CAME BACK AGAIN AND GAVE ME A NEW REVELATION. HE WOULD SPEAK THROUGH ME, WORK HEALING THROUGH ME, WOULD ALLOW HIS SPIRIT TO PRAY THROUGH ME. I WOULD OPEN MY MOUTH AND HE WOULD SPEAK A WORD OF EXHORTATION AND COMFORTING RIGHT AT THE POINT OF NEED. THE INSPIRATION TO SPEAK HIS WORD TO EDIFICATION. BY THE WILL OF THE HOLYSPIRIT I WOULD LAY HANDS ON THE SICK AND HE WOULD HEAL THEM, I WOULD SPEAK A WORD OF HEALING AND HE WOULD MOVE ON MY BEHALF AND HEAL, I WOULD SAY A THING HE'D GIVEN ME AND IT WOULD BE SO, AND PRAISE GOD I'M HERE STILL WORKING AND STILL BEING LED BY HIM TO DO HIS WILL AND WALK IN HIS WILL AND PURPOSE FOR MY LIFE,.
FOR HE HAS SHOWN ME THAT MY LIFE IS FOR HIS PURPOSE AND HE SHALL GET THE GLORY OUT EVERY AREA OF MY LIFE. IF I TOLD YOU ONE TENTH OF THE THINGS GOD HAS SHOWN ME OR PLACED IN MY SPIRIT YOU WOULD THINK I WAS CRAZY. AND IF BY THE CHANCE YOU WERE SPIRITUAL ENOUGH TO UNDERSTAND THE THINGS I SAW THE MERE THOUGHT OF IT WOULD MAKE YOU RUN TO YOUR KNEES.
I APOLOGIZE FOR GOING ON AND ON, BUT I JUST LOVE TO TELL THE STORY OF HOW HE IS WORKING IN AND THROUGH MY LIFE FOR EVEN I AM AMAZED AT WHAT COMES OUT OF ME.
SO I'M NOT HERE BY ACCIDENT, I WAS CALLED BEFORE THE ACTUALITY OF MY BIRTH AND EVERYTHING I HAVE TO ENDURE IN MY LIFETIME WAS TO PREPARE ME TO BE HERE...RIGHT HERE. RIGHT NOW! IN SUCH A TIME AS THIS
THIS IS WHERE HE HAS SENT ME. TO FEED THE HUNGRY, TO HOUSE THE HOMELESS, TO CLOTH THE NAKED, TO EDUCATE THOSE WITH A NEED FOR EDUCATION, TO PROTECT THOSE WHO ARE IN HARMS WAY, TO TRAIN THOSE WHO NEED TRAINING FOR WORK, TO HELP HEAL THOSE WHO NEED HEALING, TO HELP WHERE I CAN.
YES, I AM HERE AND I AM ABOUT MY FATHERS BUSINESS FIRST. I AM WALKING IN FAVOR IN GRACE AS MY STEPS ARE ORDERED BY THE LORD. I AM ONE OF THOSE CALLED FOR THE BUILDING AND REBUILDING THE KINGDOM.